LYRICS

What I Told Myself

I’ve been waiting for this time for so long and now it’s here I don’t know what to do, don’t know what to say, I don’t want to get it wrong
I’ve been waiting, not hesitating! That’s what I told myself

Something’s staring me right in the face, a light glaring so bright it’s hard to place? Blinding my eyes temporarily hiding my lies
This deception’s for my own protection! That’s what I told myself

Why can’t I just tell it how is, express how I feel, sometimes I try but words don’t even come near, because where there should be love my heart is filled with fear

Feeling exposed I started to run a mile, I know it’s infantile, but I begged for more time to throw away maybe just another day?
Anything but now, none of it will last anyhow!… That’s what I told myself

What if I lay my soul to bare and I find there’s nothing there? Or even worse than empty I might find theres something there to see, what might it be?
I’m paranoid of an endless void!… At least that’s what I told myself

Why can’t I just tell it how is express how I feel, sometimes I try but words don’t even come near, because where there should be love my heart is filled with fear

If I look hard enough then I know there’s no escaping it, I will find my own reflection, starring right back angrily, where everyone else can see and that frightens me

You can run but you can’t hide, the mirror appears in everyone just to show you exactly what’s going on deep inside your soul
Now these excuses have lost all their uses and the time has come to face the music

Hellboy – Dead Man Walking ft.Caz Coronel

A disconnected wire in this material machine
I refuse to plug despite the selfish gene
To a drive thats magnetic towards a hungry greed
And nothing of value, I have been freed

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